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Coming Home to Myself
On creative time, quiet growth, boundaries, and learning to trust the life that unfolds without force There was a time when I was enthusiastic about almost everything.Art, literature, friends, love, sex — life.It was all part of my everyday living. I used to write daily, for the blog or in my personal diary. Not to … Read more
Throw the stone, don’t throw yourself with it.
Become comfortable with this uncomfortableness. Do we choose our ideologies?We live them, so it feels like we do.But did we ever choose them consciously? In school, I was idealistic.I respected unconditionally.I was unapologetically patriotic. Our story becomes our normality.What we live becomes normal. For a child who is well provided, comfort is normal.For a child … Read more
You Need to Lose Your Mind to Find Reality
When silence starts to see for you I am not married.I never attended college.I have never had a job. I have lived my life unconventionally. This unsettles many of my relatives and friends.Eyebrows rise when I say I am not going to get married.One almost leapt off my forehead when I added,“I am not a … Read more
I Live in a Collapsing Tower
What Remains When Science, Belief, and Meaning Dissolve I live in a tower that is constantly collapsing.Life has been nothing but a series of failures if you look at it in a conventional sense.From the constant chaos and turmoil of life’s events, many patterns emerge.Nature is physics — particles interacting with each other.That is the … Read more
When “Not Scientific” Stops Working
How the mind crowned itself king — and why its exhaustion may be the doorway to the next human evolution “But it is not scientific.”In many intellectual circles, this sentence is enough to win an argument.A wild card. A full stop. Humanity now lives inside the realm of science. It is our badge of modernism … Read more